First post of the year... oops #3

I feel like now it's just not even a joke for me, every time I saw that I will be posting more frequently it just doesn't happen. And I feel like now I only post content onto my YouTube channel possibly 2-3 times a year if I am lucky. It's not the reason I am procrastinating on it, but in the aspect it takes me a long time to produce something that I actually like. That something I am proud of and show off to my friends and colleagues.

Yes, I am still in college, and yes I am still a Film and Video Studies major with a concentration in Post-Production. Yes I do have time to work on videos, edit, and create, but not something for me. It either has to do with my work as a student or my work work. As the years progress it's going to be harder for me to do machinimas at such a large scale, and I cannot be producing at the velocity that other machinimatists can. I look at my work as art, and I need to be expressing my art in a way that it's concise but also communicating the art of style telling, sound, visuals, and more. You could say that I am on that film major mumbo jumbo, but I am glad to be, even with my YouTube channel I've always had a different way at looking at videos, so of course it's going to take sometime to put something together. College will always come first to me, same goes for family and friends. YouTube is a hobby of mine, a resume builder, a portfolio if you will. It has helped me succeed in aspects that I never thought possible, the reason why for I am in a film college is because of my YouTube channel. I owe a lot to my channel because of it. 

It's not like I don't keep promises, but more of they get pushed back due to more important things like the things I mentioned. So to whomever is reading this, thank you for checking up with my blog and see what I am doing, and why I haven't been posting.
It's hard to create videos, everyone has their own process, sometimes people see this full time, while I don't. As much as I would like it to be, it's just not possible right now. With the creations I am able to put out is enough for me because seeing the end product is very rewarding, and listening to people's feedback negative and positive. Even though most of the negative feedback is from ... trolls... not WoW trolls, but... internet trolls.



It's almost the end of my last semester as a college sophmore, then comes junior year, so I'll be on that junior/senior "juice" but it's good juice, like apple juice, I like apple juice :]
Anyway that's my update for now, I really hope I can put out something in the summer time, and into the fall. But as of right now, I cannot make any promises. But thank you so much for sticking by me throughout these years, you know who you are, you and your beautiful faces!~


~Siyurka


Please send apple juice.

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