The Truth
Hello everyone just a little update prior to me saying that I'll be out until the 14th that is the case still. I just want to check in and tell how I'm doing, and what's been going on.
Firstly, I feel I should thank you all for the overwhelming comments and likes on my latest machinima 'BEWITCHED II' I'll probably make a stand alone blog post about it, but I just wanted to say thank you.
Secondly, to all my old subscribers that stuck by me since day one. Literally, not when Siyurka came to be, but Girlswillpwn, GWP, thank you. It's funny how we all met the game WoW anime and just so to happened to love anime as well. To Gene, Anya, Jason, Ayumi, Jane, Ceres, even Jason and much more. I love you guys after all these years, you know me better than anyone else...
Next, I want to address something very personal, I want to say much but I'll say what I think is right to say for my sake. I'm not doing so well, just plain and simple, some people may think I'm okay, but deep down I'm not. When it comes down to it, I don't think I'll even return after the 14th after what I just said a few typings ago. I'm currently not in the situation right now to go back what I normally do, I have a lot of family issues right now and I need to focus on myself. No, I don't really want to talk about it, as most some of you know, I hardly talk, if I want to vent I'll vent to someone I trust not to someone that asks me to tell me how am I feeling. That doesn't work for me.
In short, I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm unsure but I'll be fine at the end of the day, I always am. Another thing you should think of is, when you watch my machinimas, look for the deeper meaning in things because there is, I don't make machinimas for the fuck of it, I hate that, I never do that, I don't understand machinimas that just don't have a purpose, I may like them but I just don't understand. Not only following the flow of the song but following the flow of your own heart, people ask why am I so great or amazing at machinimas. Because it's just that. I think, I care, and I put the effort to it, machinimating is my outlet, my resolve for stopping myself from doing I know what is bad.
I'll talk to you all see hopefully in the next blog post
(in a few months....)
~Siyurka
Firstly, I feel I should thank you all for the overwhelming comments and likes on my latest machinima 'BEWITCHED II' I'll probably make a stand alone blog post about it, but I just wanted to say thank you.
Secondly, to all my old subscribers that stuck by me since day one. Literally, not when Siyurka came to be, but Girlswillpwn, GWP, thank you. It's funny how we all met the game WoW anime and just so to happened to love anime as well. To Gene, Anya, Jason, Ayumi, Jane, Ceres, even Jason and much more. I love you guys after all these years, you know me better than anyone else...
Next, I want to address something very personal, I want to say much but I'll say what I think is right to say for my sake. I'm not doing so well, just plain and simple, some people may think I'm okay, but deep down I'm not. When it comes down to it, I don't think I'll even return after the 14th after what I just said a few typings ago. I'm currently not in the situation right now to go back what I normally do, I have a lot of family issues right now and I need to focus on myself. No, I don't really want to talk about it, as most some of you know, I hardly talk, if I want to vent I'll vent to someone I trust not to someone that asks me to tell me how am I feeling. That doesn't work for me.
In short, I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm unsure but I'll be fine at the end of the day, I always am. Another thing you should think of is, when you watch my machinimas, look for the deeper meaning in things because there is, I don't make machinimas for the fuck of it, I hate that, I never do that, I don't understand machinimas that just don't have a purpose, I may like them but I just don't understand. Not only following the flow of the song but following the flow of your own heart, people ask why am I so great or amazing at machinimas. Because it's just that. I think, I care, and I put the effort to it, machinimating is my outlet, my resolve for stopping myself from doing I know what is bad.
I'll talk to you all see hopefully in the next blog post
(in a few months....)
~Siyurka
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