The End Of Siyurka?..
Many have seen the video I made titling "The End of Siyurka" this is not a joke.
I may stop making videos,
I may stop doing machinimas,
I may stop learning how to get better at sony vegas forever
I may stop spending ours on the computer
I may stop what I created years ago.
All because I can't find any inspiration or motivation to.
Guys - I've had a break and now I want to make videos but I can't i just can't all because of a simple fact of facing that I can't use WMV again, its maddening to me and I cannot take it, I do not know if i need to wether or not pay for WOD. But in conclusion I may just stop in all. WoW is taxing to my life and as well as my machinima life takes too much time. My grades are fine but my life isn't. I need to straighten things out but still. I love making videos, I do, and i have projects that are in need of finish but I cannot find the reason why WMV isn't working. As well as my key motivation to. I want to start making videos again, I want to start to but for some reason I cannot. Theres something inside me that is somehow stopping me and its frustrating me. I can just easily just get on the damn computer and figure shit out but I can't.
I know it's just simple enough for me to just get on the figure out whats wrong with WMV and get it fixed and start making me and you all happy.
But i seem to don't have much 'machinima family' anymore, what i mean by machinima family is like. Krysttla, and Mara people like that to support me and say get back on task, but they're not because their dealing with life and dealing with all the corruption as well. But from time to time we do talk about our lives and what we're going to do. And they say they I may should just stop in all because they see how much its taking a toll on me but theres a part of them telling them to say other wise.
I just would like to say it's great to say that I love you all, very much, so much oh my god you guys are like in there I LOVE reading your comments even if it is negative or positive.
(on another note i have a couple of unfinished projects that are not going to be finished so look forward to those.)
Let's just hope for the best. *continues staring at you while you read this post eating pocky*
-do you all ever read my youtube descriptions?-
I may stop making videos,
I may stop doing machinimas,
I may stop learning how to get better at sony vegas forever
I may stop spending ours on the computer
I may stop what I created years ago.
All because I can't find any inspiration or motivation to.
Guys - I've had a break and now I want to make videos but I can't i just can't all because of a simple fact of facing that I can't use WMV again, its maddening to me and I cannot take it, I do not know if i need to wether or not pay for WOD. But in conclusion I may just stop in all. WoW is taxing to my life and as well as my machinima life takes too much time. My grades are fine but my life isn't. I need to straighten things out but still. I love making videos, I do, and i have projects that are in need of finish but I cannot find the reason why WMV isn't working. As well as my key motivation to. I want to start making videos again, I want to start to but for some reason I cannot. Theres something inside me that is somehow stopping me and its frustrating me. I can just easily just get on the damn computer and figure shit out but I can't.
I know it's just simple enough for me to just get on the figure out whats wrong with WMV and get it fixed and start making me and you all happy.
But i seem to don't have much 'machinima family' anymore, what i mean by machinima family is like. Krysttla, and Mara people like that to support me and say get back on task, but they're not because their dealing with life and dealing with all the corruption as well. But from time to time we do talk about our lives and what we're going to do. And they say they I may should just stop in all because they see how much its taking a toll on me but theres a part of them telling them to say other wise.
I just would like to say it's great to say that I love you all, very much, so much oh my god you guys are like in there I LOVE reading your comments even if it is negative or positive.
(on another note i have a couple of unfinished projects that are not going to be finished so look forward to those.)
Let's just hope for the best. *continues staring at you while you read this post eating pocky*
-do you all ever read my youtube descriptions?-
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